Wednesday, January 7, 2009

everyone's talking about this thing called change....

soooooooo, in the spirit of change, here's my first blog post! 

well. its not really my first, but its my first one that I've actually posted, instead of saving it as a draft. 

They say you cant expect change if you keep doing the same things. 

So, I am trying something new, with a little encouragement from a wise ol friend of mine who has an AWESOME blog....(itsmykeb.blogspot.com)

I probably wont write much at first...Im a little hesitant about sharing all of this with any and everyone who can see this, but that is something that I need to move past, but umm, Im a baby steps kinda girl. 

But, I want to talk about some things I've been thinking about recently...surrounding, well, change. What a koinkydink!

I'm at a place now where everything is transitioning, and it hurts a little to see solid roads disintegrate into smaller peices of gravel, but I realize that's what happens when they're well traveled. 
Now I didnt make any New Year's resolutions, but something I always work on is not dwelling on the past. There are many people that I care for and always will, but I am realizing that maybe the high contact period of our relationship is over. And Im learning that part of this transition is saying, thats okay. For a time, I felt like I was doing a lot of upkeep with some people, and with no reciprocation on their part, for whatever reason. But now, I am moving on and accepting the transitions in life. Because its just whats hapenning!

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