“I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night- there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I’m not going to worry about them. I’m dreaming the hardest.”\

- Mariyln Monroe

“I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night- there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I’m not going to worry about them. I’m dreaming the hardest.”\

- Mariyln Monroe

SIGH.

Today, I have come to a sad realization. Sitting around waiting for a text, getting more and more anxious as time passes but my phone doesn't buzz. Anxious turns to angry. Where is the enjoyment in liking someone? I guess I get upset when I want them around and they aren't there. And now I'm just annoyed to be liking him. It was fine before when I just didn't have someone else to preoccupy my thoughts. And now I realize that I am so good at making myself not like people probably because I'm scared of feeling like this. It makes me feel crazy to want to be around someone who doesn't want to be around me. And I feel like it always happens that I want them around and they don't necessarily want to be there, or that the other way and I'm annoyed as fuck by them. When will I catch a break and be met in the middle? How do I love love so much but I cant even make it through liking someone?

Who ever taught us how to love ourselves?

How does one learn to love at all?

stop acting like you know everything

(because you dont. and of the future, you know absolutely nothing at all)

this way, life might get a chance to suprise you

and you just might enjoy it

I embrace each person that I meet, without the fear of losing them, because in my heart, I know that I am better for having met them.

This is a quote to live by.

art, adventures & the internet

art, adventures & the internet: "“ If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself but to your own estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment. „"